missing you, cant believe we aint gonna see u over xmas or even a fone call!!!!! gettin a bad lump in my throat so jus gonna say i love ya n miss u, sorry i never said bye big bro..... here is a poem i wrote u a while ago... Hey big bro, I miss u,ya know!! As u can probably see, I aint half the person i used to be. I just wish i got to say BYE, I keep asking myself WHY WHY WHY!!! I feel i have no heart, since that horrible day we were split apart. I never had anyone like you, our bond and closeness was all so true!!! I never fort i wud be going thru, wat im going thru now!!!! We just dont understand why or even how.... I do know something i wish u was ere with us, still dont seem a tiny bit real!!! But all i can say now is GOD BLESS you and i will never stop loving you!!! rest in peace big bro!!!! love ya love lucy lu xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxx