Today has been hard babe , the best pressi I could have wished for was you to be here but it just wasnt possible.The girls have given me a lovely day , a beautiful bouquet of flowers were delivered from them both this morning and they have made every effort to give me a wonderful day. I know in my heart if u were here u ld be saying ...... '' come on gal,you aint sitting indoors , we're going out'' Oh Mars I havent had the will to go raving yet and know you would want me to but it seems every dnb tune I hear holds a memory . Of course they are good ones and I treasure them but cant stop thinking why could nt things be different.Your mum texted me earlier from you and her and Lu wrote in my card jus like you would of done ,they knew how i ld appreciate it.Love you jus the same babe and miss u more than i thought possible .xxxx