Miss you Marlon more than you will ever know,on the outside life goes on but on the inside son my life is at a standstill, struggling to get it back into some kind of motion, i still greif for you so much Marlon, wishing this had never happened to me and wondering how it could, but it could happen to anyone the hardest part is that you doon,t expect it.You wasnt ill and so i guess its the sudden shock of it all that is so hard to get to grips with.You know Nans not well at all Marlon and right now i need you to watch over her more than me, i spoke to her today and she was so down in the dumps and crying and she says she talks and she cries for you everyday, your still her best friend or as she put it "her invisable friend",we all trying to be strong so soon just over 5mths of loosing you Marlon and its so hard. I know you,ll be there for Nan when her time comes and just one thing keeps me going is that she will be at peace with you and Grandad. We all miss you like you wont imagine Marlon, the love runs deep but the loss is deeper.Thank you for being there for me Marlon even now, its blown me away that i can talk to you and you can make it happen and so soon after,your my angel Marlon, your my angel son and i love every single bit of you xxxxxxxx