Think of you everyday Marlon and i miss you so much, the weeks and days go by and this ffeling of your loss doesnt get any easier, dont think it ever will Marlon, you are so special to me and to our family and you have left such a big void in all our lives. Nan came with me to see you yesturday, she hasnt been well so she hasnt been for a while, she starts her chemo and radiotherapy today Thursday, watch over her for us Marlon, she misses you you know and she hasnt been the same since you been gone infact she has been going downhill since you been gone, i loves you Marlon, i still wake up sometimes 4/5 times in the night, i think uncontiously although im not dreaming about you(i wish i was)you must still be on my mind because i wake up with a splitting headache, miss u Marlon so much honey xx