To my sexy well i've finally made it. But as always i'm late. Missing you sooo much, the reason i'm late writing to you, is because i knew the tears would fall non-stop and here they are on cue... One night i cried to jesus. As i sat beneath the tree, I looked into the open sky And hoped he'd answer me. I told him of my burdens, And the ache thats in my heart, I'm angry Lord, i'm missing him, I'm drowning in my sorrow's Please help to heal my yesterdays And face a new tomorrow. As i cried another tear, It was then i heard your voice And i felt your presence near, You said "I'm an Angel now, My spirit will be free, I'm an Angel in Heaven, So please dont cry for me, I was chosen by the Lord above, but i will always care, so when-ever you need me, just look inside your heart, And I promise i'll be there, No one can ever take away, our bond with one another, so if you can not find your way, Or the road seems long and far, Just look up to the Heavens, I'll be your Guilding Star".... I so grateful of the time we shared,i wish we'd taken the photo's we had laugh so much about that morning the one's we were going to send to Jo. I will never understand why you had to go but i just want you to know i'll never ever forget you. R.I.P SEXY love always Amanda & Jay xxxxxxxx