Here comes another weekend Mars without you,its so hard knowing you re not gonna come bowlin through the front door. Why you were chosen I dont think anyone will ever understand and at mo we all feel so wronged . You were so loved because you were jus you, no matter who you were around you jus made them feel they were so special. You touched the hearts of all that knew u, and boy u certainly knew a whole heap of people . When we first met ( and I have steve sioux to thank for that )i could nt believe how much we had in common.Our love of cars and passion of driving clinched it ,from then our friendship jus grew and grew.We used to laugh when I ld suddenly stop the car in the middle of the road and both at the same time we ld jus go.......... "THATS FAT!" Of course we were lookin at a car! I remember you saying I was bout the only girl u knew, that when i was leaning half way out the car window going "Cooooorrrrre" i wouldnt be eyeing up a bloke but of course a car!And the word Ford couldnt be mentioned without an air of excitement .You once told me of another friend of yours who held the same passion in Fords, you said I ld click with him too. And that was of course your bruv Tyrone.I loved to sit and listen to you both telling of the Southend cruises, of burn outs , doughnuts and any crazy stunts you ld both done.How I wish I could turn back the clock. Then of couse there was your love of Drum N Bass ,I was a garage girl at heart but you converted me ,you were the best raving partner. As usual you always had a lot of girls falling over themselves to dance near you and if they ever managed to talk to u the usual comment was "wont your girl mind?" thinking we were together .You ld jus grin and go " Thats not my girl , thats Jo" I ve been asked a million times how i saw our relationship, like a mother -son? ,sister-brother ?,aunt -nephew ? and many more . My answer was none of those you were My Friend, you understood me ,you knew how I ticked.(and believe that takes some doing!)You were there for me and vice versa ,no matter wat, we got through it and now I m so lost without you .I wanna keep writing on and on to let you know how much I loved and cared for you but i can feel those dreaded tears coming and I know you wouldnt want that so I gonna sign off now .All i will say was that it was an honour being part of your life and I ll treasure wat we had forever. Love you babe .xxxx