Marlon, i never thought that i would have to see the day come when i would have to go through the pain i am going through now, my life has been turned upside down and as i sit here writing this to you the tears just keep coming you were my son but more than that my best friend, if i never had anything else in this world i always knew i had you and you knew you had me. Life will never be the same for me without you,i have kept your number on my phone and sometimes i go to it and cry as thats the furthest i can get, you will always be my shining star and i love you sooooo very much, sweet dreams baby love Mum xxxxx